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Will I ?Waking up alone today Take some pills to feel no pian Have a cigarette Take a shower All the while I still wonder
Will I find someone To hold me? Will I find someone To confide in? Will I find someone Who accepts me For me?
The day goes by Such a waste Time Flys by And proceeds with haste And all the while I still sit and wonder I still sit and ponder... Will I ?
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DevID-Chair by the tracks
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I hurt so much insideI Hurt so Much Inside
What wil beocme of us What will you do I pour out my soul For you to hear What will you do?
I need to hear your voice I want to feel your touch I need to change my ways I hurt inside so much
What will you do About us? What will you think Of me? What will I do To change your mind Of all the things I used to say?
Inside I feel so sad Happiness has has faded Inside I feel bland Backtracking months of mistakes
I need to hear your voice I want to feel your touch I hurt so much inside
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did you know him?
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Conversation with self 5(long beep) 1: we\'re losing him 2: we had him stableized, what the hell happend 3: i dont know doctor, its alomst like he just gave up 1: Clear (defiburlator charge) 3: it isnt working doctor 2: damn it, i know it isnt, 300 watts 1; clear! (defibulator charging) 3: his brains shutting down!! we\'re losing him 2: 500 watts now pull 30 cc of adrenline 1: clear 3: he\'s not responding 2: hit him again 1: clear! 3: hes gone doctor, hes done 2: i\'ll call it, time of death 12 10 ------------------------------------------ 4; he battled demons from Conversation with self 5
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Thu Jan 26, 2006, 11:04 AM

It's been more that a little while since I have checked on things here... I am now living in Chicago in the west burbs going to school for Auto Tech. Maybe now that I am settled in a little bit I will post some of my tinkerings in 3d-modeling on here... maybe... Poetry has been null lately, I have had writer's block for the last year... I don't know what happened, I jsut lost my touch with writing... but I am still a lilttle bit proficent in 3d stuffs.. so maybe that will become my creative outlet form now on... maybe...

Ben

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Current Residence: Grand Rapids, Michigan
Interests: Punk Rock!, Composing, 3D-Grafx, Photography, Computers...
Favourite movie: SLC Punk and Office Space
Favourite band or musician: Alkaline Trio, foreverDOWN, Ghettophiles, The Beaten Path
Favourite genre of music: Punk Rock, Rock, Emo, and Acoustic
Favourite artist: H.R. Giger
Favourite style of art: Dark and Industrial
Operating System: Windows XP Pro and Linux Kernel 2.4 Based OS with Custom Package Set by me
MP3 player of choice: Winamp 5 and XMMS
Shell of choice: BASH
Wallpaper of choice: Black Screen of a prompt
Favourite game: Halo and GTA VC
Favourite gaming platform: PS2, XBOX, and PC
Favourite cartoon character: Calvin (from Calvin and Hobbes)
Personal Quote: Every Sinner has a future, Every saint has a past.
Tools of the Trade: PC and periphrials, Pen and Paper, Bryce 5, 3D Studio Max

Website: http://www.xanga.com/mechaman
Email: mechaman594@comcast.net
AIM: Mechaman241

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~markomyluv Jan 1, 2004, 11:09:59 PM

i know what you mean by writing just what you feel without thinking about it, i do that too. nice poetry here definatly, keep up the great work.

*neb8neb Dec 27, 2003, 10:23:09 AM

thanks for the fav

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~neo-gbuddha Jul 19, 2003, 8:07:33 PM

thxs for the plus fav, i didnt think that convo would take off. well, i'm off to ur gallery now,

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How strange it is to be awakened these few insightful moments, and come to find that you mind has already been raped by a god.

!inebriate Jul 19, 2003, 12:26:54 PM

Thank you for such humbling words..and props! They're really appreciated, and I'm so very glad I could inspire you. It instills a great feeling of accomplishment when I see my work has actually reached somebody. Thank you for taking the time to read and respond, and thank you for being so kind. :) (Smile)